All That I Need

Episode 32

Lily’s POV

Klarissa’s mum was so kind, and happily offered for me to stay the night.

Her dad, on the other hand, was all but happy.

“There is no way in hell I am letting her stay over with my daughter. In the same room,” he yelled.

“There is no way in hell I am letting you stay in this house when you are treating our daughter and her girlfriend like they are animals. Get out!” She yelled at him.

He slammed the door, and left, much to Klarissa’s relief.

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Klarissa’s sister, Karly, had been moved to one of her other siblings rooms for the night, on a mattress on the floor, so that I could sleep on her bed.

Right now, I was lying on the soft mattress, under warm blankets. Our mattress at home felt like a rock compared to this one. And having blankets was new to me. I couldn’t believe that most people were born into this life, and got soft beds and blankets from day one.

As much as I was comfortable, and appreciative that I had somewhere to spend the night, something didn’t feel right.

I wasn’t used to sleeping on my own. I’d always had my mum by my side. But she was gone. Dead. Nobody could bring her back. She couldn’t talk to me, hug me, and kiss me ever again. Her body would now be buried in the ground forever. I shuddered at the thought, and tried to think of anything but the reality of what would happen to my mum. She wasn’t even my mum anymore, just a lifeless body with a missing soul.

“Hey Klar,” I said, looking over in the darkness at the shape of the body of my girlfriend in the bed across from me.

“Yeah, Lily?” She said, turning over.

She turned her lamp on, lighting up her face. I blushed, noticing her short, strawberry-blonde hair with its teal tips. Her hazel eyes were warm, comforting, and concerned. She really was very beautiful, and she was mine.

Looking at her, I suddenly got an urge. An urge stronger than any I’d ever felt before. I wanted to curl up next to her and let her hold me, to kiss her and touch her. I wanted to numb out every other feeling I had, except for the love I had for her.

“I’ve never slept alone in my life,” I said.

“It feels kind of lonely. I’m used to having a body beside me.”

She grinned. “Do you want to sleep with me? There’s enough room for two,”

I nodded, crawling out of Karly’s warm bed and climbing into hers.

Her bed wasn’t very big, but it was enough. As soon as I crawled under the covers with her, my body exploded with a warm tingly feeling. The feeling of being beside her. Near her. The feeling of love.

She placed her hand on my arm, rubbing it up and down. Wherever she touched, I felt a spark.

“With all that’s happened lately, we haven’t really had much time together,” I said, hoping she knew what I was referring to.

We had been spending heaps of time together, but not like this.

She nodded, biting her lip. I could feel tension in the air.

The urge overcame me, and I couldn’t just look at her anymore. I pressed my lips against hers and she let out a soft moan in reply.

I smiled as I pulled back, and she smiled back.

I leant forward, pressing my lips against hers again.

“Don’t stop,” She said against my lips.

So I pressed them against hers again, this time sliding my tongue into her mouth as she let out a sigh.

I wrapped my arms around her back, pulling her closer. Our bodies were now pressed together, our tongues dancing together as we kissed desperately.

Even though our bodies were as close as they could get, it wasn’t enough. She moaned steadily as we kissed, and her hands ran all over my body.

I pulled back to catch my breath.

“Are you alright?” Klarissa asked, smiling at me.

I nodded, planting my lips back onto hers.

She moaned even louder, and a warm sensation spread through my body.

It felt good to not be thinking about everything that had happened. To just be here with her. Nothing mattered right now in the world except for us.

She pulled back, blushing. Her hands were on my face, and her legs were tangled with mine.

I didn’t want to stop. I wanted her lips back against mine.

She ran her hands through my long, brown hair.

I smiled back at her, giggling.

“I’m getting tired,” She said.

I nodded. “Me too,”

“But can we do that a little more?”

She grinned, pressing her lips back against mine. I sighed.

“You don’t even need to ask.” She whispered against my lips.

So I put my hands into her short, blonde hair, pulling her face closer to mine.

Our chests were touching, and her legs were tangled into mine. Her thigh slowly slid up further between my legs, and her hands down to my waist.

Soon her thigh was pressed up against my crotch. The pressure of it felt wonderful. I moaned as she shifted her thigh, my tongue still in her mouth.

She pulled her face back, then closed her eyes, snuggling against my chest.

Our arms were wrapped around each other, bodies as close as they could be while still fully clothed.

I ran my hands through her hair as our bodies settled down from the high of kissing each other.

Klarissa began to moan quietly, as one of her hands left my waist.

“Are you alright?” I asked.

She looked into my eyes, nodding.

I’d noticed what she was doing. She was touching herself under the blankets through her clothes. She began to moan quicker, and my breath hitched in my throat. I’d never felt sexually aroused before, but I was pretty sure that was how I felt now. Listening to her moans as she touched herself sent the butterflies in my stomach and the tingles near my crotch wild.

She looked up, noticing me watching her. She stopped

“I’m sorry. Is this too much? Am I making you feel uncomfortable?” She asked, flustered.

“No. Not at all. Do what you have to do,” I said.

“It’s just, I can’t sleep unless I masturbate. It relaxes me. I thought you wouldn’t mind because we’re so close,” she said, face still red. 2

“It’s absolutely okay,” I said, nodding.

“Good,” She said, as she began to moan again, louder. The tingling in my crotch region increased.

“I-I’ve never masturbated before. It’s not something I ever knew about,” I said, embarrassed.

“Plus, I don’t know how to do it,”

“It’s perfectly normal if you don’t. It’s not something everyone does,” she said.

“But sometimes I feel… sexually aroused. Like when I was kissing you, and when you’re moaning. It’s like a warm, tingling sensation in my crotch region, and lower stomach,” I said.

“Do you feel like that right now?” She asked, smirking.

I nodded.

“Do you want me to teach you how to masturbate?”

I nodded eagerly, biting my lip.

“Do you mind me touching you?” She asked.

“I don’t mind at all,” I said.

“Take off your underwear, it’s easier that way,” she said.

I began to pull off my undies beneath my night dress, and she slid closer to me. I immediately felt warmth between my legs.

“You’ll need lube, unless you produce it easily,”

I nodded.

She slid her hand up between my legs.

“We won’t need it today, you’re already aroused enough,” she said, as she slid the tip of her finger into the warmest spot of my body.

“Do you know what a clitoris is?” She asked, looking into my eyes.

“Kind of,” I said, “But I don’t really know what it’s for,”

“Pleasure,” She said, grinning. “Us girls have a little button for pleasure, basically. It’s how I always get off without a fail. It feels so good,” she said, running her finger along the inner region of my vagina.

I moaned, feeling warmth spreading throughout my body.

She moved her finger upwards, closer to my stomach. She rubbed something, I assumed was the clitoris, and the feeling was incredible.

I let out the loudest, most embarrassing moan. But I couldn’t help it.

“Just keep rubbing your finger, or any object up and down, until it builds up and you release.”

“Can you keep doing it to me?” I asked.

She nodded, and I felt the pressure of her finger rubbing up and down my clitoris again.

I was breathing heavily, letting out moans as the pleasurable feeling went on longer and longer.

“How does that feel?” She asked.

“Incredible,” I replied.

She began to rub quicker, applying more pressure until all I could feel was warm tingles and butterflies throughout my whole body. I moaned along to her touch, feeling the wetness of my vagina increase.

Finally, it all became much more intense. My legs began to shake, my breathing quickened, and the pleasure increased. Suddenly, the feeling in my stomach released, and ecstasy overcame me. I moaned, appreciating the amazing feeling that I was experiencing. When it was over, I felt relaxed. Calm. Nothing else mattered right now.

“Did you like that?” Klarissa asked, grinning.

I nodded.

“You can do that whenever you like to yourself. You just need to practice the technique, and get in the right state of mind about it. Do you want to practice on me?” Klarissa asked, grinning.

I nodded, blushing, and she pulled off her pants and underwear. I slid my body closer to hers. Very soon I was touching her clitoris, and she was moaning. I was surprised that I had the ability to do that to her.