Episode 11

SHARON

know now that I love you more than anything.

That the moment I should think about how I would survive, the only thing I could think about was you. And if I would meet you again. And I am so afraid of losing you and never seeing you again. And I know its difficult for us now and no one of us knows if we will ever have a chance but what I want most right now, what I wish from the bottom of my heart is to have a chance to tell you how I feel, how much I love you and how wonderful person you are.

God, I miss you, I miss you so much. I dont want to lose you. But only a miracle can save our love right now. Only a miracle.

the minute I held my little boy in my hands it felt perfect ,I didn’t want to let him sleep ,Caleb was so happy that he had a son ,I wanted a girl but children are a gift from God and I really thanked God for his mercy ..

my parents didn’t want anything to do with me but I was blessed that my mother(real) came to take care of me after I gave birth.

I can’t wait for you to be healed down there so I can have my way ” he whispered

you know my virgina is still alive ” I laughed

really, maybe I can make it more alive ” he said

Caleb, I beg you please ” I laughed

the day I will confirm that you are fit I will f–k you that you will forget your name ” he said

I will tell my doctor not to confirm” I said

am your doctor, why should I let another man touch my woman” he asked

I enjoyed his touch ” I teased

you are now my patient” he said

I laughed.

Bana bandi (my children) ” Caleb’s mum said

mummy ” we answered

can we talk ” she asked

we followed her to the lounge. we took our seats.

my children we called you here because we need to talk to you both(his mum and my mum),Caleb and Sharon you know you two are not married and it is a taboo what you guys have done moving in together without getting married in a proper way ” she said

but you heard what her father said mum” he said

it doesn’t matter, this in our culture, and it is a taboo, look you can get married now since she has given birth, if you don’t want anything big do a traditional wedding or a court wedding” mum said.

we looked at each other, being with him, I even forgot that we were supposed to even get married.

we will go to the court and get married ” I said

no, you will ~have a traditional wedding ” he said

Caleb that’s not important. I can’t get married with a crying baby at least court wedding it doesn’t take foreve~ r, I will do the traditional one when am ready or when Caleb jr is big and won’t be crying too much” I said

if you say so ” he said

the next weekend we went to court and had our wedding there, ok I wasn’t interested in kitchen party or weddings, as long as I had my man next to me it was okay.

now you are Mrs. mwila” she teased

I have been Mrs. mwila for a long time, you guys just didn’t know ” I laughed

arent you going back to school?” jas asked.

I think I will but not now, moreover you know how much I hated that cours e, maybe I will go but a different course ” I said breastfeeding Caleb .

Ray was arrested” jas said

why ” I asked not caring

he was found buying drugs ” she said

good for him ” I said looking at my son.

the love I had for Caleb made me forget about Ray and I didn’t feel anything when his name was mentioned. I missed my husband especially when he is working in night shift.

I never told my mother that my step mother’s brother used to rape me, you know matter she would have lost her mind and she would have taken me to the village and you know where the story is going.

I had gained a lot of weight after the baby ,when I was pregnant I remained with a sexy model body but when I gave birth ..I gained a lot like from 47kg to 60kg and my husband was so happy that he loved my chubby body more .if a man was happy with your body is why would I starve myself to be a perfect 0 or 1 ..

I never used to see your ass when you were small” he teased

shout up ” I said

you are one hot mama, some of your friends when they give birth, they start to look dirty when breastfeeding, but you, am really loving the sexy lingerie and clothes ” he said biting his lower lip

Mr. mwila you want me to look dirty so that you can find another woman ” I asked

I will never do that; you are the only woman in my life apart from my mother of course ” he laughed.

you will have another when I get pregnant” I said

not possible we are just having boys ” he said

boys where, I need a girl I will Google position for gave a girl ” I said

good luck with that, remember am a doctor ” he said

let’s go on our date” I said

are you upset “he asked?

whatever dude let’s go ” I said

he wore a blue trouser and white smart shirt with black shoes and I would a blue dress, I indeed looked hot as if I wasn’t a mum at all …we left the baby with the two old ladies lol. he was 4months old now.

excuse me madam that gentleman over there says you are beautiful and this drink is for you ” the waiter said

the man waved my way.

tell him no thanks, am with my husband ” I said

okay madam.” he said

Caleb went to the bathroom …

the waiter returned again.

look before you and your stupid friend finish my marriage get this glass out of here ” I said

am sorry madam ” he said

walking away.

what did he want ” Caleb asked?

he wanted to know if we are ordering, I told him I was waiting for you ” I smiled

you look sexy babe ” he said

so, you want a kiss ” I said

you know ” he said

he kissed me and it got peoples attention.

the way people are looking at us ” I laughed

let’s order ” he said looking at the man’s direction. I knew he saw everything …

after dinner we went home. he was quite all the way it really scared me …I held his hand he pulled over.

what is it ” I asked looking at him?

who was that guy ” he asked?

which guy babe ” I asked

the guy who got you a drink ” he said

babe don’t know him ” I said

are you sure?” he asked

really Caleb can I cheat on you when I have a baby seriously” I asked

so, if you didn’t have a baby you would have cheated” he asked

I never said that babe I love you too much to cheat on you ” I said

amor I don’t want to lose you ” he said

you will never lose me, I swear ” I said

I love you ” he said

I love amor ” I said

he laughed

I can’t say amor also ” I asked

I only call you that mi amor” he said