Episode 16
SHARON
What do you do when the one person you want comfort from the most is the one who caused your pain? How can I want so desperately for him to wrap me up in his arms but also want so much for him to leave me alone? Love is never su pposed to hurt. Love is supposed to heal, to be your haven from misery, to make living f—–g worthwhile. I did the searching and remembering, she did the disappearing and ~the forgetting. The shattering of a heart when being broken is the loudest quiet ever.
To make one person the center of your world is bound to end in disaster. There are too man~ y factors outside your control. It hurts to love. Itâs like giving yourself to be flayed and knowing that at any moment the other person may just walk off with your skin.
as I entered the house, I found my birthday cake on the table. there were gifts on the table next to my cake, I opened the first box, it was a beautiful dress and matched shoes âŠ
oh my God â I whispered.
I went to my room and found him sleeping peacefully. I got a call from Andrew.
hey â I answered
hope you got home safely â he asked
yes, thank you for the best birthdayâ I said
you deserve the all world my queenâ he said
I want the worldâ I giggled
I will get you that my queen â he said
am sleepy my love, can we talk Tomorrow â I said
I love youâ he said
Goodnightâ I hung up
I took a shower and joined Caleb in bed, how am I going to explain to him. I woke up very early and prepare jr for school. I stood by the bus station as we waited for the bus.
mummy where were you? â he asked
when darling â I asked
yesterday, daddy planned a beautiful day for you â he said
I know baby I saw it â I said it.
the bus came and picked him up.
as I was about to walk away a car stopped.
hey beautifulâ he said
hi â I said
where are you heading to? â he asked
home â I said
do you mind taking you? â he said
no thank you sir am already homeâ I said
am Anthony âhe said
okay Anthonyâ I said
whatâs your name â he asked
am Rose â I said
do you mind giving me your line Rose? â he asked
I have somewhere to be â I said
your number and I wonât bother you â he said
I knew this man wasnât going to give up so I gave him my line and I went back home. I found Caleb watching TV.
morning babe â I said
he was quite
babe,â I said
he got up and I followed him.
babe please hear me out â I said
hear what Sharon that you lied about you being with maria, maria was here looking for you â he said
oh sheet â I thought to myself.
where did you go? â he asked
okay fine, I went to the boutiqueâ I said
boutique didnât I get you people to help you with the boutique â he asked
yes, but you want those girls to steal from me â I asked
I trust those girls â he said
are you sleeping with those girls? â I asked
excuse me â he asked.
you have heard â i said
Sharon even if you starve me forever, I wouldnât go looking for anybody to satisfy me â he said.
I know I cheat but I forgot the rules that never make your partner feel left out âŠ
let me go watch soccer I have work later. I grabbed his hand and I pinned him to the wall.
I started kissing him âŠthe sex I gave him, I doubt he will work properly.
I was thinking of having another little one â he said
Caleb why â I asked
mi amor, look I even told you when you were pregnant with malumbo that I want a lot of kids â he said stroking my hair.
a baby will ruin my life now.
am not ready for a third baby â I said
when. will you be ready? âhe asked
I will let you know and you know that I will be going for attachments soon â I said
your attachment wonât you be doing them hereâ he asked
I was thinking kabweâ I said
for how longâ he asked.
a monthâ I said
thatâs far amor, you know you are a mother what will happen to the boys â he asked
itâs not like you wonât be aroundâ I said
Sharon you are not going anywhere, are you going mad, malumbo is 3 he is still a baby â he said
he is a boy, baby you canât take care of him, why are you selfishâ I yelled
he got up and put on his boxer and looked at me.
itâs not fair â I said
Sharon you call me selfish, I work my butt off to put food on the table, to take you to school. you drive an expensive car, your clothes, and you are here saying am selfishâ he asked
when Caleb is upset, he will call me my name âŠ
I canât go for attachments because of my kids really am going to kabweâ I said
you are foolish Sharon â he said
I slapped him.
never in your life call me that, I sacrificed my family because of you and here you are calling me foolish âI said
I miss my wife this woman right here is not my wife âhe said walking out.
I broke down, when I calmed down, I got ready and went to the mall to meet maria.
chitalu has grownâ I said looking at her son.
you donât want to come and see him, next time you will hear that he is marriedâ she said
I have been busy â I said
with what â she asked
life â I said
my phone rung and it was Andrew, I ignored it.
you fought with Calebâ she asked
I nodded
instead of talking to him you are here ignoring his calls â she said
he doesnât want me to go to kabwe â I said
whatâs in kabwe â she asked.
my attachmentsâ I said
Andrew kept on calling.
why canât you do them from here â she asked
kabwe is better â she said
Sharon do you want to find another woman taking care of you familyâ she asked
God forbid will that happenâ I said
wait, you will know God â she said
the reason why I want to go to kabwe itâs because a man I met last week works in kabwe and I wanted to be with him.
âbabe whatâs going on, I havenât seen you in a week am going crazy please call me back, I miss you so much â Andrew.
I clicked my tongue. I didnât start sleeping with him because I wanted love, I slept with him because I wanted just wanted to for fun.
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