Hidden Dreams

Episode 31

I followed her to the other room like a zombie, all my senses shut down and my outside man ready to experience what I had only imagined.

After several minutes of love making. We both sat in the couch and stared at nothing in particular.

” Thank you” I finally spoke up.
” for what?” She asked leaning back in my chest.

” For making me a man, I didn’t know that’s how much I would enjoy my first time. Even when the first round was a bit painful. I think we both got it right in the end and the whatever rounds that followed I swear they were amazing.”

She smiled her eyes closed. ” I wanted to make sure we both had something to connect us and have something to remember each other by when apart. I love you Jared Zimba, and I hope you are the man of your words. Come back to me” she whispered.
I had made her my promise to go back for her.
” am going to make the most of this scholarship and I can assure you am not coming back the same. I want to make a difference and I will definitely make you part of whatever am going to achieve”
” Jay, the class is here. People are waiting for you” Beverly’s voice called me out bringing me back to my senses.

” am coming, Bev just give me a couple of minutes okey” I asked her as she stood by the entrance to the building. We were at the 17th floor of the building and I stood at the balcon looking outside.

” she hasn’t responded yet right?” I heard her join me touching the rails.
” nope” I shook my head.
” It’s quite.i really wish i could know what’s going on. Unfortunately I can’t even ask my friend to go find out whats going on. He’s in the university in a different town. ”

“I have known you for 2 years Jay, and I know you are committed and faithful to this woman. But come on, how many women can wait for a man that long? She probably have moved on and couldn’t tell you the truth” Beverly told me holding my hand.
” No she can’t do that to me, she loves me and am sure of that, I have been communicating with her the past months and everything has been great. No she cant” I shook my head.
” you really don’t know her Jay, you told me yourself how you met and I don’t think the two times that you guys spent some time together you had managed to convince her otherwise.”

I hated the fact that she had a point. I never really got to know Angela all I knew where the details she told me on phone whenever I would call her. But in my heart I still convinced myself it was just something serious going on and when she had things settled she would get back to me and I looked forward to that day.

After starting the dance lessons in Paris I was quickly taken up cause I was good. I completed the course within a year and when I was offered a job to teach dancing at a dance school I couldnt turn down the offer. I knew I could make enough money and planned to leave when I had made enough to have a good start over with my Angela.
What was even more encouraging is how much I made from performing at some shows which also got me lots of dollars.
I had thought of starting to send something to my love Angela before she went dark on me.
Everything was going on quite well in Paris only the void that I felt in my heart for not seeing nor talking to her.

” okey come on people get paired up we get started” I shouted clapping my hands as I got to the dance floor.