Hidden Dreams

Episode 44

I spent time with baby Blessings until she left with Angela’s brother. I had completely refused to go home.

I wanted to stay by her side and never leave.i tried to contact some people to ask for any expect Doctors who could help with her condition and the Doctor I was referred to from India asked for some medical details of which I sent tthrough email.
Now I was to wait for him to get back to me so I went to sit in Angela’ s ward watching her sleep.

She woke up with a sigh. ” hey!” I smiled at her tired face. Even after sleeping for a long time she still looked tired.
” hey my dancer! You are so handsome you know that?” She let a weak laugh.
” and you are the most beautiful woman I have ever known” I chuckled kissing her hand.
” how are you feeling?” I asked her
” am tired Jay, I feel so tired my heart is failing me. ” she winced painfully.
” it’s okey my love, I called some Doctor from India. He will get back to me after studying your case. There’s hope for us my love.” I tried so hard to smile
She however didn’t answer. She ignored my statement and instead smiled…” Tell me about the competition and eveything that went on out there” she whispered
” sure?”
” Yeah, I want to hear it all Jay, every detail” she added.

“Okey I will tell you” I said moving into bed with her after throwing my shores down. I moved behind her back and made her lean on my chest as I wrapped my hands around her.
” do you feel okey with this?” I asked her when I was settled.
” never felt better!” She smiled closing her weak eyes.

I went on telling her all the details of my stay in Paris. By the time I was done it was mid night and she had dozzed off.

I slowly moved her to lay down on the pillow and she held my hand. ” don’t leave please” she whispered.
” Okey” , I nodded my head and pulled up the blankets wrapping my hands around her as she moved her warm body closer to me. She kissed my lips and I held on kissing her gently.

” I love you” I whispered in her face, my own close to her, I could breath in the warm air from her nostrils.

” I love you more. Don’t leave my side ” she murmered struggling to keep her eyes open.
” am not going anywhere my love. Am here” I whispered back but she was fast asleep. I doubted she even heard me.

I struggled not to cry besides her. Feeling her soft movements as she breathed slowly.
” I wish my heart can be divided to give her part of myself” I thought to myself.