In Love With My Pastor

Episode 13

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It was so terrifying that I had to scream from my sleep, sweating all over, papa ran into my room I guess he must have heard my scream. “What happened sam” he asked rubbing my hair. I just held him real close to myself.

PAPA: Calm down, it’s just a nightmare. (still robbing my hair) I was sacred so sacred that I almost ran out of my own skin.

He picked my phone from the bed and said

PAPA: It’s just 3am in the morning, you should get some sleep, you will be fine. I release him, when he wanted to stand up I held his hand and begged him not to leave me alone.

SAM: Please don’t leave me, I’m so sacred daddy.

PAPA: But you know I can’t stay in your room? Just sleep you will be fine.

I thought for a while, should I let him go or follow him?

SAM: Ok stay with me till I fall asleep please daddy (a tears dropped)

PAPA: You don’t have to blackmail me to stay with this tears of your sam. (sounded angry) he didn’t know It wasn’t a blackmail I’m just too emotional even mercy Johnson the learn for my side.

SAM: I’m not daddy, I’m just sacred (and that was true) he stood watching me for some time before he sat on my bed again. I lay down but couldn’t close my eyes, I was facing up, “I’m here now so sleep” he said yet my eyes were still very much open looking at every conner. He drew closer to me on the bed but his legs were still on the ground the put my head on his arm, his other hand rubbing my hair. I felt warm in his arms, and safe I started to feel sleepy again, I looked up to see his eyes were closing too.

SAM: Daddy, just go, I will try to sleep on my own. You feel sleepy.

PAPA: Don’t worry about me, when you sleep I will go to my room and rest.

I was happy and sad, happy because I love him and sad because I can’t have him. He brought his mouth down to mine, I was so sacred I thought he wanted to kiss me, my body started to shake. He must have noticed because he smiled and said “just checking if you have fallen asleep” God that was close I took a deep breathe, papa was with me till I fell asleep.

I woke up the next morning and discover papa was lying beside me, his hand was still inside my hair (I’m very proud of my long hair too)
I was shocked that papa and I slept in the same room, I quietly got up and went to brush and take a shower. When I came back papa was no longer in my room, “thank God ” I said inwardly. I dressed quickly and rush to the kitchen to make breakfast.