In Love With My Pastor

Episode 18

His eyes on mine, his wet lips begging mine to meet it, God this is so hard for me to resist, I closed my eyes and waited for whatever it was that was coming. I felt his breathe closer to my nose and boom his lips met mine, it was slow, calm and gentle then it began to get hot, then hotter I felt weak, I lost control all I wanted was for him to make love to me, whatever comes next? I wasn’t border, I didn’t care all I cared for at that moment was him inside of me. He carried me bridal style to the bed, took of my shirt and I did the same too, the kiss was still going on. He let out a soft m0an I smiled his so sex starve. Then it hit me we are in the month of October and in two months time, his wife will be back and he will forget this moment ever happened. I pulled away from him.

PAPA: What’s wrong, I mean again? (his eyes full of desires)

SAM: I can’t do this, I love you so much, and this? I want it so badly. But I won’t be able to live with myself if we return back home and we start acting normal like this never happened.

He sat down and bent his head, was he thinking of what I just said or regretting what we almost did?

SAM: Say something, anything.

PAPA: I love you too sam, I know it sounds crazy but ever since the death of my wife, no one has ever made me feel this way.

“What? Death? I must be going crazy I guess I didn’t hear right.

SAM: WHAT!!! Can you say that again?
Your wife dead? When I mean how?
He walked to the window again backing me.

PAPA: It’s a long story sam, and I don’t think you would like to hear it.

What the hell, me not want to hear it? Hell yes I want to hear it.

SAM: We have all the time in the world, so tell me I wanna hear it.

PAPA: Ok, I will tell you but not now, maybe before you leave on Friday.

I frown, how can he post me till Friday today is just Monday I’m anxious to hear everything.

SAM: No, please tell me now please!!!!!
He turned from the window and moved closer to me. “Sam I will tell you when I’m ready please? (his eyes begging me to let it go)
I took I deep breathe and asked if I should make lunch for him but he refused, ” what I want now is to sleep” I didn’t like the ideal but I started to go anyways when he said “like we were last night” so he wants me to sleep and cuddle him like he did with me last night? Hmmm I like this man. I held his hand and brought him to the bed. Our eyes locked on each other “thanks sam” he said.