In Love With My Pastor

Episode 20

That day came and gone, I was happy knowing papa loves me. But why does my heart keeps judging me for engaging him in a kiss? how is it my fault? He wants me and I want him too. The next day papa went for his seminar the one he had to cancel because of me. So I was home alone. I called desmond to apologize for not picking his calls two night ago. But he wasn’t even angry he was happy I called. We talked for a while before he told me he wanted us to have dinner together. I politely refused now that papa and I have a thing going, I don’t know where it might lead us yet and I don’t wanna be the one to ruin it. Around 5:50pm papa arrived home, he smiled immediately he saw me, I smiled too. “I missed you sam” he said coming to hug me. I hugged him back I missed him too. I pulled away seconds later and asked him to go take a shower. That dinner will be serve in 10minutes. I guess he was wondering why I pulled away so quickly.

PAPA: Sam, are you ok? (with concern in his voice)

SAM: Yea, sure I’m fine. Go take a shower now I said with authority and smiled.

He smiled back and played with my hair before he walked away. He didn’t take long before we were sited to eat. We ate in silent and after the meal he wanted to do the dishes but I refused. After I finish the to clear the kitchen and the dirty plates I made coffee and tea for the both of us. We sat down our eyes on the tv but our minds in different direction.

SAM: So how was your day daddy?
He looked at me and smiled (what’s with him and smile self)

PAPA: It so amazing how you can still call me that (daddy) after what happened yesterday.
It was my turn to smile now, what’s wrong if I still want to call him ‘daddy’ it doesn’t change a thing about how I feel about him.

SAM: Is anything wrong with that?

PAPA: Not at all. My day was fine but

SAM: But what daddy? What is it?

PAPA: Nothing, do not border yourself.
Well the rest of the night was on eventful, we watched tv for a while before we both went to our separate rooms to sleep.

The next morning was Wednesday, I thought he would be going out very early so I woke up very early to make breakfast for him. I guess he heard the noise from the kitchen because he came to join me. He was still wearing his night robe.

SAM: Good morning daddy, hope you slept well?

PAPA: Morning sam, how are you? I’m fine just missed you a lot last night.

I sign then dropped the knife I was holding, washed my hands and wrapped them