Lovely Betrayed

Episode 13

I thought I could survive not talking to Jay but I really can’t,I miss him.We stay under the same roof and my room is like 2 doors away from him.I have to speak to him.I stood up from my bed and made my way to Jay’s room.To my dismay Jay isn’t there.Making my way downstairs but got distracted because I heard Jay’s voice,he is speaking to his parents,maybe he is telling them about their everyday fights.

“I really can’t stand her,”the mother said.Wonder who she is talking about but what if she is talking about me because she really can’t stand me and she doesn’t even hide it.”and Jay is right,it’s time to go to the next level,”she continued.

“But mother,this is a big deal ,we have to take time.Anything goes wrong our business will collapse,”Jay said.Okay maybe they aren’t talking about me.I have nothing to do with their business.”As long as she doesn’t suspect us,then we are cool but she won’t suspect us,she got too much going on in her life right now,”Jay said.This person they talking about seems so important.
“Yoh she is so dumb,she doesn’t even know how rich she is,”the mother said,why is the father so quiet though.
“She is blinded by love,”Jay said with a lot of bitterness in his voice.This is not the Jay I know,he sounds so different.He sound like his mother.He sounds evil.
I decided not to listen further,I went to the kitchen and made myself something to eat and Jay walked him.Guess their conversation finished quicker than expected.He looks at me as if I am stranger.
“What is your problem?”I aske him,I couldnt help it but ask him.He heard me and I knlw he heard me because I wasn’t speaking soft and I know he is not deaf but he ignored me.He ignored me,Jay ignored me.”Jay,I am speaking to you and you ignoring me,what is your problem,why are you acting up ?”I asked him and I am starting to get angry.

He walked out of the kitchen.I laughed but I didnt mean the laugh.Its one of those laughes that you do when you frustrated with somebody so much and you dont know what to do.Jay walked out of me .

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I finished my homework and was about to get to bed when there was a knock on my door.I opened and to my surprise,the person is no other then Jay.What does he want ?
“What do you want Jay?”I asked him.
“I want to speak to you,”he said, entering the room.I know this is his house but he can’t just enter without getting invited.
“I didn’t tell you to come in,”I told him,with so much of bitterness.
“Well…”he sigh,”I came to borrow a pen,”he hesitated and because of his hesitation I know that’s not what he wanted to say.”So Cas,can you please lend me a pen,”he said.Is he serious.
“That’s not what you wanted to say,”I told him.I know this boy,he never beats around the bush.

“Well I came to tell you I miss you,”he said walking out of the door but before he reached the door I ran and stood between him and the door.He will not get away with this easily.
“So why have you been ignoring me?”I looked at him straight in the eyes and he is also looking at me.When he looks straight in my eyes I know he won’t lie no matter how much he tries,I will know that he is lying.
He sighed,”Well I stopped talking to you because I thought you didn’t want to hang with me.You are always with Tyrol,you two are totally inseparable. I didn’t want to be the one to destroy yours friendship so I decided to move back but its not easy.I miss you,”he said all of this looking directly at my eyes and I already know that its the truth.
“Jay,why are you so stupid?”I asked him and he looked at me and shrugged.”Jay,you are my best friend,you are all I have in life right now and you being distant from me wasn’t easy.I need you in my life Jay,I have nobody apart from you but you are always busy and Tyrol was the only person who was willing to be my friend,”I took a breath and continued,”you don’t like Tyrol for whatever reason you don’t want to tell me but that doesn’t mean I shouldn’t like him and if you truly love me you have to respect my friendship with Tyrol,”I told him,its about time this guy remembers my existence in this friendship,he always thinks everything revolves around him.

“Well, for you I will,”he said with a smile and hugged me so tight as if im dying tomorrow.After hugging me looked straight into my eyes and said “I love you Cassidy Louis,”I know he meant as a friend but my heart didn’t take it like that.It can be so stupid.I looked up at him and he is looking down at me this is so intimitate and he isn’t helping because he is leaning closer and closer and I think I am stuck,I can’t move from him.I can’t believe my best friend is about to kiss me right now.Okay,Cassidy you gotta relaxed.

My heart is beating really fast,I hope he can’t hear it and he is leaning in,I feel like a witch* right now because this guy has got a girlfried and here I am getting excited that he is going to kiss me but my thought was disturbed when I felt his wet tongue sU-Cking my cheek.

“Ewwwwwwwww,you are so disgusting,”I wiped his saliva from my cheek and took a pillow fron my bed and hit him with it.
He is laughing,he can’t stop laughing.I didn’t know it was funny when you get hit by a pillow.So I continued hitting him a beat harder,”ouch,that hurts,”he said while taking my pillow and throwing it on the other side of the room.”you should have seen your face when you thought I was going to kiss you,you looked like you had stroke,”he said and continue laughing. I want to swear hik badly but I promise the man up there that I won’t swear.
“You disgusting,”I told him.
“Disgusting will be us kissing,like seriously you and I,it’s a no no,”He said choking on his own spit.Its good that he is choking because what he said right now was really hurtful but I won’t show him that.
I pretended to laugh,”You are right hey,”and we both laughed meanwhile in side I am really hurt.

Thats how I spent my night,with my best friend .I am so happy that we finally reconcile.This is great.