Lovely Betrayed

Episode 2

“C,do you have plans for Friday?”,Jay asked.”Please stop chatting,im talking to you,this is serious”.for the first time through this drive to school,he sounds really serious.When he is serious like this,its always a problem at home.”Cassidy,im speaking to you n you are just staring at me,Are you okay? Or you got a brain freeze again?”.He mocks me.He will never let this brain freeze story go.
“Yes J,I got another brain freeze,” i said faking to be serious.

“Im kidding Cas,anyways about Friday?” He asked and im lost again because i dont know what he is talking about.”I asked whether you got any plans”,he repeated himself.
“NO ,i dont why?”
“My parents are hosting a party for my Grandfather’s 78th birthday and i need a partner,so I wanted you to be my partner”,He said sounding so shy.This is a first,he is never shy around me.This guy he is so open that he once took a piss with the door open while i was there.

“J, I wish i could come with you but all my clothes are old,i will just embarrass you,plus you know your mother doesnt like me”.
“Cas you the only girl im open to,there’s nobody else,if its not you then im not going,you are my best friend,if mummy doesnt like you then i dont care.Dont worry about the clothes i will get you,Please just say yes”.he said .im really trying hard nit to turn red like a tomato right now.

“Oh Jay,I will come with you,i will also get my own dress with my money,you alwayz do everything for me,this time i want to do this on my own”. I told him accepting his invite .
“Thank you,i will get you that bar-one cake that you love.”he said doing that one side cute smile of his.
“I see we bribing each other now,huh corrupted Jay.”i joked.
“And thats coming from you,this is shocking.”he laughed,that cocky,Deep laugh that also get me laughing.

This is the reason why he is my best friend.
We listened to music for the rest of the ride to school.Our school is a 30min drive.So we usually leave earlier so we can have a talk,because in school we dont see each other cause of his soccer things.So this is the only time we get to talk and during the weekends.

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We reached school earlier than i thought,i really didnt want to go to school.This month is the month i lost my father,i really hate March,it always reminds me of the day my father was shot dead right in front of me 7 years ago.They want to call it a robbery,but it was no robbery if they just shot him in front of his 11 year old daughter and didnt take anything.
“Are you okay,you seem really down?,is everything good at home?.Jay Asked.Jay doesnt know about my father,I’ve tried telling him it just doesn’t come out of my mouth.I dont want to be pitted,one thing about Jay is that he likes pitting me and I really dont like it.”Cas,I asked you whether you are okay?,you’ve been like this since morning,tell me is everything Okay?,is it because i asked you to be my partner…??”
“No no no Jay,its not that.Its just that i forgot to do my maths homework and you know how Mr Curtis can be.”

“Don’t worry,with my Wallet,nothing will happen.”he said smiling
Like seriously what is wrong with this guy,yes he is my best friend but he can really be annoying when he thinks money can fix everything.Before i knew it i snapped at him.”Jay if you got nothing to say,just keep quiet,you always think that money can solve every problem,can money bring back people from the dead,can money make people forget things they dont want to remember,If its possible please tell me”?,i asked.I think i might have been cruel a bit .

“Hey,calm down i was just joking,i just wanted to take your head out of that bubble that you are trapped in since morning,why you speaking of the dead,Are you sure you good,ive known you all my life and I know when you aren’t good.I really cant help you if you dont want me to help.”He said sounding really concern.He is always a worrisome.

“Im fine,i got to go Connie is waiting for me,so is your friends.Will see you after school if you arent too busy,but let me know if i got to ride with Connie.”

“OKAY,Cas laters,” with that he left.
How did my morning become so dramatic,’oh i know why because of the day your dad was murdered is approaching and oh yea its the same day people will be celebrating their Grandfather’s birthday,while its your 7 year death anniversary of your father’.That annoying voice reminded me.I Really hate that annoying voice,I think it was created to torture me,but everything it says its always true.

Yes its was 12 March that my dad was murdered and its also the same day im going to that party with Jay.

“Wow,girl you look like you havent slept in years.”Connie said.Connie is really outspoken sometimes it really annoys me but honestly i love this girl.She is slightly taller than me.A Blonde,but not part of the stereotype of blonde people being dumb,she isnt dumb at all she is really smart.She got sea blue eyes and really beautiful.”Wow,ive lost you again,please find my best friend,”she said sarcastically.
“You first call me ugly now you are saying im lost,couldn’t you get any evil?” I asked pretending to be offended.

“Maybe i love seing you measurable it makes me feel good”,she said sounding really evil like the villain in power rangers.
I laughed”you are really happy,why you so happy?”

“So you like seeing me sad? Well if i must tell you ,My crush spoke to me”.Crush,this girl got too many crushes I dont even know who she is talking about right now.
“Who?”i asked.
“Jay dweehhhhh,who else?? I only got one crush.”she said Blushing.this is news to me i really didnt know about this.They would make a good couple though,but there’s this feeling i dont like and before you think otherwise,im not jealous.”Earth to Cas “she said rolling her eyes.They even say the same things.

I was saved by the bell
“I have Chemistry now,gotta go babe,see you at breakfast break.”
“I will be with Jay,but you can join us.you are our best friend remember,”she said with a Grin.What..they spending breaks together.He doesnt have that time for me.
“Nah your’ll need privacy,i will be doing my maths in the library,i forgot to do it,you enjoy with Jay”,I said.Im hurt because Jay is always busy to spend time with me at school,but he is spending time with her.
“Okay boo byeee,by the way i know you did your maths you just want me and Jay to be alone,Thank you.”she gives me a huge hug and leaves.

I seriously cant believe it,today its so full of drama.

I make my way to class with so much of thoughts in my head.Picturing my two best friends together.Amazing i must say .