Episode 7
He repeated the question and I am still playing dumb.âmaybe we should talk about this tomorrow,âI suggested.
âOkay but please tomorrow donât avoid this conversation,âHe tells me.
âI wonât,âI told him and I really donât know whether it was the fear of having Tyron and Connie in my dream that made me do this or the devil is testing my loyalty âWould you please sleep here with me,âI begged him and I realise its not fear,itâs the devil testing my loyalty and so far he is winning.
He gave me a questioning look,âWill that be appropriate cause after all you got a boyfriend,âhe threw the fact that I have a boyfriend on my face.
I can also be rude like him,âI didnât say have sex with me,I only said âplease sleep here with meâ in my mind I donât find anything wrong with that and I donât know why you being melodramatic about it,â I told him.
He chuckles âI am just joking,you are so feisty sometimes,âHe climbed on the bed.
âWhatever,goodnight ,âI told him and turn the other way and try to get back to my dream,I have to talk to Tyron and he never came.
âCassidy what is this,âI opened my eyes so fast because that voice sounds like Jayâs and it is Jay. Oh my God and I am in my bra and Tyrol is shirtless.
âWhat are you doing here,âI asked him.
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âWhat the f–k Cassidy? it only took you a f—–g day to cheat on me,â his face is full of anger and he is really scaring me.
âWhat are you talking about? I didnât cheat on you.This is not what you think it is,âI pointed between Tyrol and I.
âYeah,thatâs why he is shirtless and you are in your bra. I donât even want to know what you have under that cover,âhe said.
âThatâs a bit extreme,donât you think?â I asked him and I am also getting angry. âTyrol,why am I topless?â I asked him cause I am really confused because I know that I slept covered.
âDonât even put an act for me Cassidy,I know you my entire life and I know you are really good at lying,â he scoffed. This is really f—-d up and Tyrol is confused like me.
âJay,how did you come by this house ?â Tyrol asked him.
âDonât even speak to me you a—–e,â he told Jay. I have had it.
âYou know what Jay,you are f—-d up,you are really f—-d and very insecure. I am f—–g telling you that I never sleep or cheat on you with Tyrol but because you are an idiot who drives 4 hours to just see whether his girlfriend is cheating on him, you got to see what you wanted. If you donât want to believe me thatâs fine with me,it shows that you never loved me in the first place because if you did you were going to trust me and you werenât gonna drive all night to just see who I slept with . Love is build on trust and you not trusting me shows you never really loved me like you claimed and all you think I am is a b—h. I want beg you to be with me, I can not stoop that low but you have to make the decision to either trust me or not,â the tears that spill out of my eyes after this speech were unimaginable.I got out of the bed and to my surprise I am in my [email protected] looked at Jay he has the most dissapointed face ever and my tears couldnât stop. Now which guy would even believe that I didnât cheat.
âI really thought you were telling the truth there. You are right, I am f—-d up, I was the only one in love and my love for you was too deep that I ended up thinking you loved me too but that was wrong because look at you, you sleeping naked with another guy,â with that he walked away. I ran after him.
âJay, please stop,â he stoped and looked at me, how do I remove that dissapointed face?â Jay , I swear on my mother I never cheat on you,âI told him and I am still crying ,â I really donât know what happened, but I swear I slept with ny clothes on. What happened was I had my usual nightmares and I asked him to sleep with me,but nothing happened,â I told him the whole truth.
âYeah, same nightmare that you used to make me sleep with you but I was unfortunate cause you never sleep naked,â he snapped that hurt a lot.
âThatâs like really f—-d up Jay, I asked you to sleep with me because you were my best friend and I was afraid of sleeping alone,â I clarified. I really canât believe how he is acting right now.He is being so unreasonable.
âWhatever Cassidy,I just canât put up with your lies right now,â he walked off and I have just become homeless.â And uhmmm donât worry, just because we are no longer togetehr , it doesnât mean you should move out. That is still your home but all I want from you is to stay away from me and to never speak to me again until you are ready to tell the truth,â with that he left. I am so angry,sad, upset, heartbroken and dissapointed,itâs not even legal for one person to be having so much of emotions.
I stomp back into the room and found Tyrol pacing up and down. I walked towards him and gave him a big slap ,âWhatâs your f—–g problem ,you pervert? How could you remove my clothes on the middle of the night? â I asked him and he is surprise at my ourburst. He is an idiot to be so surprised, so what? He wanted to smile about this.
âCaâŠ.,âhe started but right now I donât even want to hear his voice.
â oh, just shut your mouth,pervert and stay the f–k away from me and I really thought we were friends,âI told him.I feel so betrayed. I really love Tyrol as a friend but what he did really disgusted me.I hate him.
He walked out of the room and I packed my things and it was so good of him to call a cab for me.I cried all the way back home.
I reached home and Mrs Jones is watching tv and she sees me.I pray she doesnât talk to me because I am really not in the mood of her snarl comments but things arenât going my way today because she spoke to me.
âYou look like a train wreck.Do you want to talk about,âShe pulled my hand till I sat by the couch next to her and she gave me one of the best hugs ever.This just reminded me of my mother and I let go,I cried in her arms ,âshhhhh everything is going to be okay,speak to me about it,âshe told me and I did.
âYou are certain that you didnât sleep naked?âShe asked me.
âI am certain and I swear on my mother,I never cheat on him,âI told her.
âShhhh,everything is going to be fine,âShe told me.
This woman is bipolar the way she hates me and now she is consoling me or maybe she doesnt hate me as much as I thought she did.
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