My Best Friend Brother

Episode 21

I always thought that is was possible to be attracted to someone’s personality or their looks but just not be attracted to them in a sexual way.

I also believe that it’s vice versa. That you can be attracted to someone sexually but just despise their attitude or hate their personality.

Of course, it was possible for both. It was possible to like everything about that person. Their personality, looks, body, attitude. To like them sexually, physically and mentally.

Now tonight… tonight showed me the type of attraction that Adam held for me.

Maybe it was because of the time. The time that we spent together. Or maybe it was because of some stereotype of dating your little sister’s best friend.

Only God knows what it is.

Back to tonight… tonight showed me that maybe it was the first one. That maybe, Adam found me “funny” or “cute” and decided that ‘yup, I’m just going to date her’ and that was it. There wasn’t any sexual attraction.
Admittedly, I’m not ready to lost my virginity but I wanted to make that choice. The choice to say that I’m not ready yet or to just stop us.

It may sound stupid and weird but maybe there was this bone inside of me that wanted Adam to get carried away so much that I would’ve had to stop him.

Overall, I’m just going to be that cliche girl and literally jump to conclusions. I’m going to jump from step to step and enjoy swimming into the ocean of conclusions and assumptions.

The only difference is, I want to be right.
I want to actually be able to say ‘Ha Brain! I told that he didn’t want me!’

Then I would laugh it off and accept it.
I guess that me developing these feelings for Adam for over 10 years and assuming that his are not as strong as mine is driving me crazy.
Don’t get me wrong, I’m not a sick b—h that literally can’t live without him or is obsessed with him or to put it in a shorter version…

I’m not Elle.
I don’t need a man to be happy and I’m not h—y every minute of my life especially since I never even experienced my first o—-m yet but that’s beside the point.

In conclusion, there are different types of attraction, in my opinion. After that little encounter tonight, I fell asleep in Libby’s room with a busy mind.

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“Good Morning!” A way to happy Libby shouted.

She goes to sleep early and rises early. Too early. She’s also always way too happy on a morning.
“Go to sleep!” I groaned in annoyance while pulling the covers further above my head.
“No!” She pulls the cover back as she jumps on her bed. “It’s weekend again and I’m bored…” She whines and she rocks back and forth causing the bed to shake. “Besides… Adam’s waiting on you.” She murmurs the last part.

I immediately jump up. “What?”
“Well, I know he won’t admit it but by the way he’s acting, it’s clear to see that he’s bummed that you didn’t sleep in his bed last night, especially since you’re leaving today.” She explains.

I couldn’t help but feel bad. I guess with all of the thinking, I just fell asleep in Libby’s room.
I jump up from the bed and I hear Libby laugh as she quickly runs out of the room.
I take this opportunity to rush into the bathroom and take a bath. I scrub every part of my body that was visible to make sure that I’m squeaky clean.

When I exit the shower, I brush my teeth and afterward I brush my now wet hair and leave it to dry by itself.

For clothes, I wear a white flowery lace top, a short jeans pants and a flannel tied tightly around my waist.

After I came to the conclusion that I looked somewhat decent, I slowly made my way downstairs.

I turn the corner into the kitchen and see a very sexy shirtless Adam standing there. His full and clearly evident six-pack is on display along with his angel sculpted muscles. He’s also wearing a pair of grey sweatpants and I swear, those are my weakness.

It hangs dangerously low below his V-Line and leaves not much for the naked eye to wonder what he’s packing down there.
I carry my eyes to his face and realize that he looks kinda distressed.

He still doesn’t realize that I’m here as he’s leaning on the counter with both of his hands at the edge and his head is hung low.
He looks troubled and continues to sigh continuously. I take this time to meekly speak up, “Hey.” I say breathlessly.
That one word makes him put all of his attention on me with a slightly parted mouth.
He stands straight and clears his throat. “Morning.” He replies.
We look at each other for a short period of time before I nod and make my way around the kitchen to make myself a cup of coffee.
I try ignoring his presence to the best of my ability but I can literally smell his cologne as he draws closer to me.

I continue to make a cup of coffee, adding the necessary ingredients while the hot water is boiling. I don’t know why but I really don’t like those coffee makers. I like to make it by myself.
As I’m making the coffee, I feel Adam’s close proximity as he’s breathing on my neck lightly. My breath gets hitched in my throat when he snakes his hands around my tiny waist. I stiffen and place the spoon slowly back on the counter.
He tightens his grip around my waist and places slow, open-mouthed kisses on my neck resulting in me falling my head back from tingles that run up my spine.

“A-Adam.” I m0an slightly as he continues his torture against my skin.

“Yes, baby?” He stops for a while to speak but goes directly back to placing kisses all over me. My shoulders, behind my ears and my neck.
“Ah.” I raise my voice a little while m0an!ng when he lightly bit down on my neck causing him to smirk. “Libby’s just- hmm… just upstairs.” I shakingly get out.

I rest my hand behind his neck as I bite my lip, pulling him closer to my neck because his lips feel so good against my skin.

“You still want me to stop?” He teases as he whispers huskily into my ear. His teeth lightly graze the shell of my ear and he begins kissing behind it. “Do you, Ariel?” He continues once I don’t respond to him.

I just continue to ignore him as I don’t trust my voice to speak now.

Suddenly, he pulls away and turns me gently around which makes me internally whine.
“Get ready sweetheart, I’m taking you out.” He says and leaves me standing there in a mess.