My Master

Episode 15

I had a feeling there was more to what he was trying to tell me but he did didn’t. But I guess its one
step closer to him trusting me all the way. I have come to the conclusion that I do love this man
someone can say all they want you can’t fall in love with someone that fast well bullshit they are
wrong. But yes I do love him if things work out great for us then awesome. That means he really
was the one for me and yes he was that kind of person before I met him and maybe not at first he
didn’t know that he loved me and was just doing his thing like he had in the past and when his
feelings started to grow which I could tell did the first time we made love to each other he did start
to change and treat me different.

But there is that part of me that I know I can’t run from him he will
always own me and that I am stuck with him rather or not I love him or not. But as of right now yes
I love the man. But that thought is always going to be in the back of my mind of my mind and I am
starting to believe now that he knows that and maybe down in his heart he is sorry for it. But if it
happens again I will put my plan into deep effect I got the s–t beat out of me all the time growing
up and I will be damned if my husband will do the same thing to me. I took a shower an actually
pretty long shower to that I actually lost track of time. It was 2 o’clock when I got out of the shower.

I heard my phone ring and I went to go get it. It was a text from him. It said ” Thank you for
understanding I love you so much baby girl” I just smiled and replied back ” I love you baby I can’t
wait to have you forever” I went over to the closet and opened it. There was another dress in there
it was simple long and white. I recognized it’s another one from his sister store. There was a note
pinned to it. It said ” I can’t wait to see you in this”. I took it and la!d it on the bed and went and
blow dryed my hair. Brushing it out and curling it like he likes it. I did my make up the same way.

And walked back to my phone I guess I better call him since I still do have to check in with him. He
picked it up after the first ring “Hello my love I was wondering if you were going to call me.” “Of
course baby I still have to check in with you” “I know sweetie are you almost done getting ready?”
He asked. “Yes just have to get dressed” I said “Good baby same here” he said “I guess we better
finish we got to leave in about 15 minutes” he said “Yes we do baby” I said “Ok my love I will see
you soon. I can’t wait to marry you” he said “I can’t wait either baby” I said “I love you baby girl” he
said ” I love you baby” I said as we both hung up. I picked up the dress and slide it on. This time
there was no zipper so I didn’t need his help. I looked at myself in the mirror and honestly couldn’t
believe I was about to get married. But I have to do what I have to do. I do love him I just pray he
doesn’t turn psycho on me
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when I arrived at the court house I just sat in my car for a minute. I knew that I loved this man but I
also know what kind of person he can be. I know we are rushing into this so fast but I know he
loves me and if we were meant to be we would get married eventually right? I know if I don’t go in
there he would flip out and come after me. He would do things to me he threatened or had already done to me. There’s always going to be that part of who will remember every bad thing he did to
me. Especially raping me like that the first night. Then beating the s–t out of me the next. I think
deep down he might be sorry but if he is he needs to say it to me and not just be nicer to
everyday. I looked up and saw his sister standing in front of my car. “Hey” I said getting out. “Hi
sister in law?” She laughed hugging me. “That would make me your sister yeah” I said. “Andrew
called and told me you guys were getting married and honestly couldn’t believe it” she said “Yes
we are I know short timing” I said “he is a good guy he really is and he told me what he has done
to you before he fell in love you” she said “Yeah I said looking down at my chest” seeing the
markings some of them were still there. “Let him open to you I hope it will make you understand
why he did it” she said. “Ok” i said. “He really does love you and I can tell you do love him” she
said. “I do love him” I said. She just smiled at me wrapping her around my shoulders “Then lets go
get your husband” she said smiling. We both walked in to the court house and down to the justice
of peace office. He was standing out there so we went into the actual court house. He was
standing up there with the judge and smiled really big when I walked in. “Here” she said handing
me a ring “That it for him that was his dads before he died” I just smiled at her and took it. I walked
down to the front by him. He was just smiling at me the entire time. Which I know I was smiling at
him too. He was wearing a black suit very expensive with a blue silk tie. And these expensive
leather boots. I do got to say he was looking drop dead sexy. I stood up next to him as he just
looked into my eyes and picked up my hands. The judge started talking and I was too busy lost in
his eyes and smile to hear what he was saying. I remember saying I do. And putting the ring on his
finger. Then when it was his turn he said the same and picked up my finger and holy s–t put this
gigantic size diamond ring on my finger. He whispered to me “You deserve it baby” I just smiled at
him and remember the judge saying “now the power vested in me I know pronounce you husband
and wife Andrew you may kiss your bride” he stepped closely into me taking his hands and
running them up my jaw line just starring into my eyes. He leaned in and kissed me really softly
sliding his tongue in a little bit then pulling it out and kissing my lips another time. “I love you baby
thank you for making me the happiest man alive” he said. “I love you Andrew” I said smiling at him
and leaning in and kissing him again.

We turned and looked and could see his sister smiling and
clapping at us. She came up and hugged us both. Maybe he wasn’t such a bad person I got to
thinking but I knew I still needed to talk to him about what he did to me. I guess maybe its a good
thing my husband took my virginity but I do think I need an apology from him.

We walked outside
hand and hand to his car. He opened the door for me. “What about my car baby?” I asked. “Dont
worry it will get taken care of” he said as I got in. He came around to the other side getting in and
leaning over and kissing me. “I just want to kiss you all day every day” he said. “Then do it baby” I said at him as he just smiled and kissed me again.