Things We Do For Love

Read Story: SEASON 1 EPISODE 23

…trully am sorry so sorry and i cant stop thing about the pain that i have caused u throughout our relationship. I was awful to you and acted strange. Am sorry that i didnt see that you deserved the world and i gave you nothing, treated you like a shit, something you didnt deserve. I took all my anger and hate on you and i will hate my self forever for the way i treated you. Am sorry that it took me to long to realise that i hurt your so badly. I never cared! Am sorry for the sleepless night that u had, crying from the pain i had put you into. I made you feel like you waren’t good enough. I am the one who is’nt good enough. You are perfect for you are more than enough…

I actualy fond myself writting as a first apology rather than a reply. Despite the pain in my heart i wanted her not to feel guilty bt feel love and ready to be cared for. Hmmm!

….sorry for deepression and all that i did and those i wouldn do, all i said and those i would never say. Am sorrz for how i left you….

….am sorry for how i left you hanging, i ruined your trust, broke your heart into millions pieces and it is just starting to be repared. Am sorry for not chearing you up, pick you up when your down and hold your close cause it hurt and am sorry that i failed to erase your pain and comfort you at that hardest times of your life, i wasn’t there for you and for that am greatly sorry….

When i realised that there was something mess that was going on between Mitchell and Fred i couldn’t hold my anger anymore! I lost the trust that i had on her! She remained fixed to her words that nothing was going on between her and Fred even though my spies told that there was something fishy that was going on! Sometimes i found my self not picking her call or replied messages! I couldn’t even like or comment her tagging post or one that she had posted on my facebook timeline! I didn’t concider reacting to her watsap status even if it was my picture as her status. I dicided to…

..i decided to to keep my heart for myself. “No more hurting it!” I said to myself but when she wrote a sorrowful watsap text to me!

“Ever since you dont want anything to do with me it’s ok! I know it will take me time or even mx lifetime to erase you and everything to do with you in my mind! Twino i want you know that i love you and only you! Just you! So i hope one day you will know that! I wish you nice time in the infinity days ahead! Thankyou!” She texted me
Even though i dint find it easy to trust her in that until her apology. I didn’t forget to include that ‘erase me in her mind’ in my reply to her apology.

…am sorry for the decisions you made trying to the memory of me and everything i did to hurt you! Am sorry for the heart-ached didn’t stop hurting. Sorry that your family and friends thought you are no longer the same anymore. Sorry for everx shoulder you cried on and mine wasnt one of them. I didn’t give you the love and respect u deserved and making the words…