Bloody Lips

Episode 16

Alexandra POV

I keep tapping tapping my fingers on the table,my leg moving up and down in anxiety.

“Eat your breakfast,love. ” his voice makes me snap my head toward him and i glare at him.

My jaw clenches but I keep my mouth shut.

After he kissed me last night, he had tried to make me eat something but I denied and eat nothing so he left me by ordering to sleep tight and ‘dream about him’ . 59

What the hell is his problem ? If he thinks by torturing and forcefully keeping me here will going to be of any use then boy he has lost his mind. 25

He takes a deep breath in and exhales it before clenching his fists. We have been sitting here for almost 1 hours with him, insisting me to eat and me, giving him silent treatment. 4

“Please mia Bella, eat your breakfast. I am not a patient person” he says in a restraim voice like he is controlling himself.

But something snaps inside of me and I grit out slamming my hand on the table,

“Do you think I will care if you are a patient person or not? I won’t eat, you get it? Why don’t you go and f’ck yourself? ” 110

He narrows his eyes down on me,a glint in them. An evil smirk covering his lips.

“Yeah why don’t you come and help me in f’cking?” He says in a husky voice. 360

I look at him in disbelief , anger burning through my brains. I hate him so much. I grind my teeth together before standing up 16

“Where are you going?” He asks,sitting up straighter in his chair. 12

I choose to ignore him and make my way. As I was about to pass him, he wraps his hand around my wrist and suddenly tugs me on his lap. I struggle in his hold. But he wraps his arms around my waist ,holding me in place.

“LEAVE ME. LET ME GO!!!!!” I shriek and slap my hands on his chest. 7

He just chuckles.

“I said f’cking leave me.” I yell again. I can feel tears building up in the back of my eyes. 10

Why is he doing this? This is not him.. He was not like this. He was caring and loving. What had happened to him? Why is he doing this? Can’t he see, what he had done and is doing to me? Can’t he see, he is hurting me? 79

He looks in my eyes,a frown covering his face. His eyes searching. Then he sighs and put his forehead on mine but never breaking the tight hold he has on me.

“Please,love. Don’t go. Eat something.” He says softly. His one hand on my neck, rubbing my muscles. It is calming. It loses the tension on my shoulder. I slightly relax and lean on his touch. He smiles and my breath stuck in my throat.

His smile. His same smile which every time takes my breath away. I hate to admit it but I miss him, I miss his smile, I miss his eyes, I miss his everything. 50

But what he had done, is not something I can forget easily. He has to know that he can’t do such things with anyone. How can he be so cruel ? Where were he these years? My head hurts thinking about everything and i wince. 10

He eyes look frantic and he pulls back. 1

“What happen? Are you hurt?” He loosen his hold on me, slightly. 12

I shook my head at him and look down. And that time, i realize our position and close proximity. My thigh is almost on his member. Warm starts to penetrate over my neck and cheeks. 94

I hear him taking a deep breath in. Then I feel his hand that was on my neck, moving down. Down my arms then reaching my thighs. He rubs circle with his thumb on it, putting his head on my shoulder before kissing it. Tinkles spread over my body and it becomes hard to concentrate. 22

You can’t forget what he had done.. 2

I stand up suddenly. Much to my surprise, he didn’t stop me either. He puts both of his hands and says in calming tone.

“Eat or I’m going to starve you for two days.” 419

F’cking b*tch. 20

I clench my fists. He is the demanding, threatening and heartless a**hole. He is not my Xander I knew. I can’t trust him.

I slide in my chair and eat my breakfast, with him only watching me. 83

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Wow. 1

Wow. 7

These are the words that keep repeating in my head as I roam around his house. 1

The house is just spectacular. I have seen fair amount of houses but this is just so… Different and breath taking,the theme is black,white and grey. The potrait, vases everything are marvellous. Xander always has good taste in stuff. 2

Xander… 5

He has gone out for some ‘business’ which i don’t know about but i doubt it. Don’t blame me. Who will gonna believe that he has business also because he had spent all of his time in stalking me. You get my point? 43

So when he told me that he has business which needs to be done, my ears perked up at his words. Yes he was going. My chance of escaping.

But as my life sucks. I didn’t know how he read my escaping thoughts because he gave me fair warning that no matter where he is,he always has his eyes on me. That had made me curse out load at him which earned a throaty laugh from him and he earned a glare from me. He also told me that ‘we didn’t want a repeat of memory’ I was confused at his words then it clicked he was referring to Emma. But I tried to see my luck to find the house surrounded by hulk-like man. I groaned in frustration. 45

I pass the kitchen deep in thoughts,but hurriedly take a step back when i hear voices. I peek inside the wide kitchen to see two people standing there. I lean against the side wall.

“Have you seen the girl? ” A girl in maid’s uniform says.

“Oh yes!! I have.. And believe me she is the most pretty girl. ” A woman says in a hush tone, I blush thinking that maybe they are talking about me. 29

“But why is she here,ma? King never brought a girl ” I listen carefully as the conversation continues, I dare a peek inside. 202

“She is someone who is precious to him.” The woman says with a small smile on her face.

“But she is human,ma. Did you know that? I can sme- “

“Eavesdropping is not a good habit,love” someone says in my ear. 81

I jump and turn around,putting a hand on my chest. My heart is thumping wildly. I heard gasps from the kitchen and I close my eyes in embarrassment. They will know now that I am eavesdropping on their conversation. 8

I open my eyes and throw daggers at him. If he just kept his big fat mouth shut,it hadn’t happened. But why should I expect from him. I shake my head when he smirks and move to go and drown myself in misery but with the a**hole i have with me, i can’t do that now? Can I?

I grip my hand and push me on the wall,putting his arms beside my head caging me in. If I move a little bit forward, we will be flush against each other so I remain where I am and says slowly.

“I am not in the mood for your games now Xander. “

“Who say I am playing anything?” He says while leaning his head near my neck. 1

I hold my breath.

“Miss me?” He whispers. I snort. 9

“Never. I will never miss you.” He pulls back, an eyebrow raise in my direction. 18

“Yeah. I will never miss you. Why don’t you just go back where you have come from. Why don’t you just go like you did before and never come back.? Why don’t you just leave me the f’ck alone and let me live my life in peace. All you did,is hurt me and make my life a living hell so why don’t you just go because I will never miss you” I grit out with hatred. 43

He ever did,is break me. He left me,making me miserable now when he has come back,he is making my life a living hell. If he had come back without playing this sick game, I would have gone in his arms like a puppet. But now? Never.

He looks in my eyes,probably seeing the hatred I have in them. 11

“Love….” He trails off before continuing. 1

“I can’t leave you. You are my reason of living. You are my drug.. I can’t go back. I can’t leave you.” 120

“But you did it before.” I yell. 8

“I have my f’cking reasons. I have reasons. I can’t do it now. I had to do it before. It was for both of us. But now everything is alright. We will going to be together like we were before.” He says while slamming his fist on the wall beside my head. Tears burn my eyes. 56

“We can never be like we were before. After everything you had put me through. We can never be like we used to before. You and your sick game lost the chance of being us like we were before.” I whisper,blinking my eyes to keep my waterfall at bay. 20

He seems taken aback by words. He looks at me with worry swirling in his eyes. 1

Worry? A pained smile covers my lips. Does he even capable of worry now? He is not my Xander who I used to know. Tears start to fall down with no shame. Traitors. I bite my lip to stop myself from crying loudly 2

His eyes follow the path of tears. He lifts his hand like he is in trance and move it to my cheeks. He wipes the tears with his thumb,then look at in my eyes. Then his eyes fall on my lips. I move my head on the other side. 33

He held my chin and make me look at him. I keep my eyes close. I don’t want to see him. Then i feel his breath on my lips. My own breath hitches.

I feel him,brushing his lips on mine lightly. This is the soft touch. Then he kisses me,softly. 7

Now it was my turn to get taken aback by this. But I don’t kiss him back. I let him do whatever he wants. He pulls releases my lips and says,

“I will make it better. ” 73

I look at him,his face showing sincerity. But I can’t trust him . I have lost the feeling of trust a long while ago.

“Let me go.” I whisper. 19

He steps back, looking up at the ceiling and his hands on his pockets.

“I’m letting you go now. Of course to take some rest. But i’m not letting you go from here. You accept it or not, but you’re not leaving me. Never ever.” With that he looks down at me. His eyes blank. 81

“Go before I change my mind and make you stick by my side whole day.” He smirk but his face is scary. His face is blank and cold. 15

I look at him in disbelief. But he is letting me go for now to be alone for a while that is good. I need sometime. With that I hurriedly walk away. Not once looking back at him. 37