Burn Again

Episode 13

“Yes I have. Even though it has not been that easy.” I
kept tracing her gaze making sure she knew that I knew
that she was staring at my concealed J0yst!ck!
“Really? What have been the challenges?”
“A lot Ma”. I had dropped my eyes to her thighs again. I
was blatantly visually soaking up the skin at the place
where her skirt had ridden up and exposing her legs up
to her mid thigh.

“Can I know some of them?”
“Sure ma”, I replied before realizing that I really did not
know what things to tell her. I guess she sensed this
because she quietly relaxed back into her chair; bringing
down her crossed legs while doing so. I could now see
the area around her crotch and the inverted triangle it
created on her taut skirt. She traced my eyes as I did.

“Have you been battling with fuc–I mean, s*x?” her
question slightly jolted me out of my sit. i wondered
how that got into the frame. She too never expected
herself to ask that equally. It must have completely
fallen off her mouth. In fact, she was about saying
‘FK’ before realizing it! I felt instantly bold. She knew what ‘FK’ was after all. I thought.
“Yes Ma. I had been f—–g a lot even though I had
been prayed for” I maintained eye contact and let my
hand drop on my upper right thigh. She followed my
hand and soon was crossing her legs again. She was
going to press them together. Obviously!
“Well Daniel, its important you stopped such life” she
was obviously avoiding my obscenities. I could use any
word for all she cared. The room was getting real
heated now!! “Do you have a wife?”
“No Ma”, I observed the look on her face which pleaded
that my answer was a no. In response, I pretended to
need a scratch somewhere around my crotch so I
spread my legs wide enough to reach my concealed
privates, and began scratching. Making sure that my
bulge was nudged back and forth!
Her face suddenly contorted into a frown of lust! She
was not talking anymore and all she did was just stare
openly at my rolling bulge with her lips slightly apart. I
had completely drowned her! However, she suddenly
asked me to excuse her and in a haste made for the
door! In seconds I was left alone in the office.

Now, I
could not tell what would happen next. I had bitten
more than I could chew!!
I had done the unthinkable!!!!. I fingered myself!!!! A
whole pastor, pastor’s wife!!!! I succumbed to the lust
of the flesh and abused myself. This was something I
had prayed about and asked God to help me overcome
and he did. I was really into sx and its entire attendant benefits back in those days of being in the world. I was one sxy** b—h and explored all the joy of my body. I
glorified in my body and men worshiped it!!!!! But with
my new life and acceptance of Christ, I had forsaken all
the things of the past, the pleasures of the body and
the lust of the flesh. I was a new creature and old
things had passed away.
But with the appearance of the new convert, Daniel, I
had reverted to my old life!!! I was back to my lusty
ways. I simply couldn’t stop thinking of sx, as much as I tried, I couldn’t. Morning, noon and night sx was the
only thing I could think about. Making love with my
husband, Pastor, was no longer worth looking forward
to. All I could think of was f—–g, yes, raw f—–g
with Daniel the convert. I got home that night after the
episode of the toilet in my office super h—y. My
private was wet, super wet and I was h—y, super
h—y. I wanted to be Fed, Fed raw. I couldn’t get
my mind and imaginations off of the sight of Dan
scratching his privates, or the size of his J0yst!ck as it
was outlined in his trousers, erect and proud.