I Am Not A Gay

Episode 17

JUNG WOO POV
What wrong with me
I know I don’t like the way Somin was seeing another guy behind my back
But i definitely wouldn’t have done that to her

Something is wrong somewhere
What happened to me
Never in my life have I ever sexually abused a girl
I have never done that to any girl
But why did I do that to Somin of all girls
How am I gonna explain to her that I was not in my right mind when I did that thing to her
How am I gonna do that

SOMIN POV
‘Somin, what going on and where are you going to’ grandma asked me but I ignored her ad I walk towards the door
‘Somin what going on?’ mark and caleb asked
‘our job here is done let go home now’ I said
‘Somin please listen to me, i swear I don’t know…….’ jung woo said just before I interrupted him
‘let go home caleb and mark’ I said as I walked out of the house not listening to anything jung woo has to say
What exactly does he want to explain
He already ruined everything
I just never want to see his face because I can’t help but remember how he broke my trust
How he disappointed me

I just don’t wanna see him
I walked out of the house with my brothers who were still asking me questions but I refused to answer any of their questions and I just simply walked out of the mansion
We got back to our old house that day
‘Now can you tell us what wrong’ caleb said

‘the deal is over’ i said as I sat down on the chair I say down the same day this offer was brought to me

For some reason I hate this chair now
It use to be my favorite and I thought it brings me good luck
It was all superstition
My memory keep going back to the pains I felt the previous night

The way he handled me with so much aggression I just feel like killing myself whenever I remember that
‘okay Somin, will you Atleast tell us what wrong ‘

I just couldn’t control the tears as they roll down my eyes

That what my brothers hate
They don’t like seeing my tears
And crying is not something I really do.
Unless I remember my parent
‘ SOMIN what wrong, pls tell us’caleb and mark said

At first I did not want to tell them but they forced me to
‘ how dare that man, I am not going to spare him ‘the twins said
They might actually kill jung woo
And i don’t want my brothers to murder someone
‘ pls, pls leave jung woo alone, what is done is done, pls ‘
‘ am sorry but I definitely won’t spare him, I must kill him if it the last thing I do ‘caleb said

‘ then kill me in the process cause I definitely won’t watch my brother go to jail because of me…. If you truly love me you won’t do anything to. Jung woo, you won’t ‘
He his his hand on the table looking frustrated
I managed to convince them
We later moved out of that house because I know jung woo will come looking for me