In Love With My Pastor

Episode 8

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I’m very attractive, trust me when I say “very” just know I’m almost perfect in beauty and body. Immediately I passed papa I had that feelings is eyes were on me, (Satan will always be satan) that was the time my stupid trouser has to fall from my hand, I didn’t know what to do, it fell beside the coach close to the one papa is sited so before I pick it I will have to bend down, and that won’t be good, i wasn’t wearing undies (yes na I just finish bathing na) so what should I do? Ok I decided to go inside dress and come back to pick my trouser from the floor. I was already going when papa’s voice stopped me mid-way.

PAPA: Sam, I think you dropped something.
What? I dropped something? I thought this man was watching CNN so he has been seeing me with his side eye since. Haaa Sam you are a big fool ooo. I didn’t know what to say to papa so I started looking down.

PAPA: Sam, what’s wrong? Are you ok? (with concern in his voice)

SAM: Yes daddy, I’m fine.

He stare at me for some minutes and God I could swear I saw lost in his eyes. (yeye me) he got up from his coach and started walking to my side, my heart started beating fast, could it be that what I saw in his eyes is true? No no no It can’t be, I can’t commit this kind of sin no no I shouted in my head. The next thing papa was already in my front with my trouser in his hand “here take” he said still looking into my eyes. “Eeh eeh tha..thank you sir I said like a she goat sweaty all over.

I took my trouser and ran into my room and shut the door, “God that was close” I said breathing hard. What I feel for my pastor is now confusing is it that I truly love this man? Because if it’s lost this was the right time to s£duce him but I didn’t do it, rather my heart aches like I was going to die if I tried it. “God have mercy” please take this feeling away from me” I prayed inwardly. I got dressed and climb my bed to sleep but couldn’t. So I took my phone to check my whatsapp messages I saw a lot of message from work, family even enemies but I couldn’t chat too. So I dropped the phone. It was just 6:49pm I don’t know anywhere in this place else I would have gone out. I closed my eyes trying to sleep when my phone started ringing it was desmond calling.

DESMOND: Hey sugar, how are you?

SAM: Hmm sugar? Well I’m fine and you?

DESMOND: I’m good too. Happy sunday dear.

SAM: Same to you. I didn’t see you in church why?

DESMOND: I actually saw you.